ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ ﻋﻠﻴﻜﻢ ﻭﺭﺣﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻭﺑﺮﻛﺎﺗﻪ
* ﻝ ﻧﻔْﺘﺮﺽ ﺍﻧّﻚ ﻛﻔﻴﻒ , ﻭﻋُﻜّﺎﺯﻙ ﻓﻘﺪﺗﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺰّﺣﺎﻡ
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* ﻭﻟﻨﻔْﺘﺮﺽ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً ﺃﻧﻚ ﻭﺣﻴﺪﺍً ﻻَ ﺗﺴﻤﻊ ﺑﺠﺎَﻧﺒﻚ ﺯﻓﻴﺮُ
ﻋﺎَﺑﺮٍ .
( ﻣﺎﺫﺍَ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻓﺎَﻋﻞٌ ؟ )
-1 ﺳﺘﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﺍﻟﺼّﺒﺎﺡ ﻭﺗُﺨﺒﺮ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ : ﺃﻧّﻪ ﺭُﺑّﻤﺎ ﻗﺪ
ﻳﻌْﺒﺮ ﺃﺣﺪﻫﻢ ﺻُﺪﻓﺔ ﻑ ﻳﺴﺎﻋﺪﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻨّﻬﻮﺽ .
-2 ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺒْﺤﺚ ﻋﻦ ﻃﺮﻳﻖٍ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻚ ﻭﻻَﺗﻬﺘﻢ ﻷﻱ ﻋﺎَﺋﻖ
ﻗﺪ ﻳُﺼﺎَﺩﻓﻚ ﻓﺠْﺄﺓ ﻭﺭُﺑّﻤﺎ ﻗﺪ ﺗﺘﻌﺜّﺮ ﻭﺗﺴﻘﻂ ﺃﻟﻒ ﻣﺮّﺓ
.
ﺍﻟﻤُﺤﺼّﻠﺔ
ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﻰ :
ﻗﺪ ﺗﺄﺗﻴﻚ ﺍﻟﻨّﺠﺪﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺣﺪﻫﻢ ﻭﻗﺪ ﻻَﺗﺄﺗﻴﻚ , ﻟﻜﻦ ﻓﻲ
ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﻓﻴﻪ ﻣُﻨﺘﻈﺮﺍً ﺳﻴﻄﻔﻮ ﺃﻟﻤﻚ ﻋﻠﻰ
ﺳﻄﺢ ﺻﺒﺮﻙ ﻭﺭُﺑّﻤﺎ ﻗﺪ ﺗﻨْﻌﺖ ﺍﻟﺤﻆ ﻭﺗﺘﺴﺎﺀﻝ
ﻭﺗﻌﺘﺮﺽ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻧﻔﺎَﺫ ﺍﻟﻘﺪﺭ , ﻭﺗﺸﻌﺮُ ﺑﻨﻘﺺٍ ﺣﺎَﺩ ﻓﻲ
ﺍﻟﺜّﻘﺔ ﻣﻊ ﻣُﺮُﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﻭﻳﺘﻀﺎﺀﻝ ﺇﺻﺮﺍﺭﻙ ﻓﻲ
ﻣﻮﺍَﺻﻠﺔِ ﺍﻟﺤُﻠﻢ ﻭﺗﺒﺪﺃ ﺃﻧﻮﺍَﺭ ﺍﻟﺮﻏﺒﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻬﺮﺏ ﺧﻠﻒ
ﺟﺪﺭﺍَﻥ ﺧﻮﻓﻚ , ﻭﺣﺸﺘُﻚَ , ﺗﻀﺎَﺭﺏ ﺃﻓﻜﺎَﺭﻙ ﻭﺣﺴﺎَﺑﺎﺕ
ﺍﻟﻨﺠﺎَﺓ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﻘﻞ ﺗﺪﺭﻳﺠﻴّﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺼّﻌﻮﺩ ,
ﻭﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻞ ﻛﻠّﻪ ﻣُﺴﺘﻴْﻘﻈﺎً ﺩُﻭﻥ ﺷﺮﺍَﺏ ﺃﻭ ﻃﻌﺎَﻡ
ﻭﻳﺠﻒّ ﺗﻔﺎَﺅﻟﻚ ﻭﺗﺨﺘﻔﻲ ﺩﻋْﻮﺍَﺗﻚ ﻟﻠﻪ ﻭﺭﺍَﺀ ﻗﻨﻮﻃﻚ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺝِ ﻭﺍﻟﺮّﺣﻤﺔ ,
ﻭﺳﻴُﺼﺒﺢُ ﺇﺣﺘﻤﺎﻝ ﻗﺪﻭﻡ ﺃﺣﺪﻫﻢ ﻗﻠﻴﻼً ﻭﺫﻟﻚ ﻧﺘﻴﺠﺔً
ﻟﻠﺬﻋﺮ ﺑﺪﺍَﺧﻠﻚ ﻭﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺍﺳﺘﻮْﻃﻦَ ﺣﻮﺍَﺋﻂ ﺍﻷﻣﻞ
ﻭﺃﺳﺘﺒﺪﻟﻬﺎَ ﺏ ﺻﻮﺭٍ ﺗُﺨﻴّﻞ ﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﻬﻼَﻙ ,
ﻭﻗﺪ ﻳﺄﺗﻲ ﺍﻟﻐﺪ ﺩُﻭﻥ ﻗُﺪﻭﻡِ ﺃﺣﺪﻫُﻢ ﻭﺗﻔْﻨﻰ ﺭﻭﺣﻚ ﺩُﻭﻥ
ﺛﻤﺎَﺭٍ ﻗﺪ ﺯﺭﻋْﺘﻬﺎَ ﻝ ﺗُﻨﺒﺖ ﻣﻦْ ﺑﻌﺪﻙَ .
ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺜّﺎﻧﻴﺔ :
ﺇﺣﺘﻤﺎَﻝٌ ﻛﺒﻴﺮ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﻌﺮّﺽ ﻟﻠﺴّﻘﻮﻁ , ﻭﻗﺪ ﺗُﺠﺮﺡ ﻭﺗﺘﻌﺐ
ﻭﻗﺪ ﺗﻴْﺄﺱ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺚ ﻣُﺠﺪّﺩﺍً ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﻊ ﺷﺪّﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻢ
ﻳﺰﺩﺍَﺩ ﺷﻌﻮﺭﻙ ﺑﺎﻟﻘﻮّﺓ ﺣﻴﺚُ ﺗُﺮﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺗُﺨﻔّﻒ ﻣﻨﻪ
ﻭﺗﺘﻐﻠّﺐ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ , ﻭﺳﺘﺰْﺩﺍﺩ ﻓﺮﺹ ﻋﺜﻮﺭﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻖ
ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺳﻠﻜﺖ ﻋﺪّﺓ ﻃﺮﻕ , ﻭﺳﺘﺰﻳﺪ ﻓﺮﺻﻚ ﻓﻲ
ﺍﻟﺤُﺼﻮﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﻜّﺎَﺯ ﺑﺘﺪﺭّﺝ ﻳﻤﻠﺆﻩ ﺍﻷﻣﻞ ﻭﺗﻜْﺒﺮ ﻓﻲ
ﻋﻘْﻠﻚ ﺧﻴﺎَﻻﺕ ﺍﻟﻨّﺠﺎﺓ .
ﻭﻣﻊ ﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮﺍﺭﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﺤْﺚ ﺳﺘﻨْﺠﺢ ﻻَ ﻣﺤﺎﻟﺔ
ﻭﺳﺘﺰﺩﺍﺩ ﺛﻘﺘﻚ ﺑﺎﻟﺮّﺏ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻭﺳﺘﺘﻌﺎَﻓﻰ ﺟﺮﺍَﺣﻚ ,
ﻓﺘﻌﻮﺩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺑﻴْﺘﻚ ﺍَﻣﻨﺎً ﻣﻦ ﺳﻴﻄﺮﺓِ ﺍﻟﻴﺄﺱ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ
ﻣُﻄْﻤﺌﻨﺎً ﻣﻦ ﻗﺮﺏِ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﺎَﺡ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺣُﻠﻤﻚَ .
- ﺍﻟﻨّﺠﺎﺡ ﻓﻲ ﺑﻌْﺾ ﺍﻷﻭﻗﺎﺕ ﻳُﺼﺎﺏ ﺑﺎﻟﻐﺮﻭﺭ ﻭﻻَ
ﻳﺘﺴﺎَﻫﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻋﻄﺎَﺋﻚ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺎَﻝ ﻷﺣﺘﻀﺎﻧﻪ ﺇﻻ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻥ
ﻳﺮﻯ ﺟُﻬﺪﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺗﺤﺼﻴﻠﻪ , ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﺨﻠّﺺ ﻣﻦ
ﺇﻓﺮﺍﺯﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﺄﺱ ﻭﺗﻨﻈّﻒ ﻋﻘﻠﻚ ﺏ ﻣﻤﺤﺎَﺓ ﺍﻟﺼّﺒﺮ
ﻭﺍﻟﻨّﻬﻢ ﻭﺍﻟﺸّﻐﻒ .
- ﺍﻟﺒﺤْﺚ ﻳُﻐﺮﻱ ﺍﻟﻨّﺠﺎﺡ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻭﻳﺠْﻌﻠﻪ ﻗﺮﻳﺒﺎً ﻣﻨﻚ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ
ﻓﻲ ﻛُﻞ ﻣﺮّﺓٍ ﺗُﺤﺎَﻭﻝ .
ﻓﻠْﺴﻔﺔ ﺑﻴﻀﺎَﺀ :
ﺗﺸﺎَﺭﻙْ ﻣﻌِﻲ ﻓﻲْ ﺍﻟﺼّﻤﺖ ﻭﻻَﺗﺘﺠﺎَﻫﻞ ﺃﻭّﻝ ﺍﻟﺰّﻓﻴﺮ
ﻭﺍَﺧﺮ ﺍﻟﺸّﻬﻴﻖ ﺣﺘّﻰ ﻻَ ﻧﺨْﺘﻠﻒ
ﺩﻋْﻨﺎَ ﻧﺘﺪﺍَﻭﻝ ﺍﻟﻔﻀﺎَﺀ ﺑﺎﻟﺼّﻮﺭ ﺍﻟﺴّﺎَﻟﺒﺔ ﻭَ ﻧﺪْﻣﺞُ ﺍﻟﻐﺪْ
ﻣﻊ ﻫﺬﺍَ ﺍﻟﻤﻨْﻈﺮِ ﺍﻟﺒﻐﻴﺾْ
ﻓﻜّﺮ : ﻫﻞْ ﺳﺘُﻨﺎَﻣﻲ ﺍﻻَﻩ ﻝِ ﺗﺴﺘﻘْﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﻐﺪ ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘُﺰﻳﺢ
ﺍﻟﺼّﻤﺖ ﻝِ ﺗُﺠﺎَﺩﻝ ﻓﻠْﺴﻔﺘﻲ !
- ﻟِﻨﻔْﺘﺮﺽ : ﺃﻧّﻚ ﻣﺨْﻠُﻮﻕٌ ﻗﺒْﻞ ﻗﻠْﺒﻚ ﻭﻗﻠْﺒُﻚ ﻣﺨْﻠﻮﻕٌ
ﻗﺒْﻞ ﻋﻘْﻠﻚَ
ﺗُﺮَﻯ ﻫﻞْ ﺳﺘُﻌْﺼﻢُ ﻣﻦَ ﺍﻟﺨﻄﺄ ﻭﻫﻞْ ﻗﻠْﺒﻚ ﺳﻴﻘْﺪﺭُ ﻋﻠﻰْ
ﺗﻤْﻴﻴﺰِ ﺍﻷﻗﻨﻌﺔِ ﺍﻟﺨﺎَﻓﺘﺔ ﺧﻠْﻒ ﻭﺟْﻪٍ ﺟﻤﻴﻞ ؟
ﺏِ ﺍﻟﻄّﺒﻊِ ﻻَ ..
* ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ﻭﻟﻤﺎَﺫﺍ ﺳﺎَﺭﻋْﺖ ﺏ ﺍﻟﺮّﻓﺾ ﺩُﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺘّﻔﻜﻴﺮ ﻭﻟﻮْ
ﻝِ ﺛﺎَﻧﻴﺔ ؟
- ﻷﻥّ ﺍﻟﺘّﺠﺮُﺑﺔ ﺑُﺮﻫﺎَﻥُ ﺍﻟﻤﻌْﺮﻓﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﻐﻴْﺐُ ﻳﺘﺨﻔّﻰ ﻋﻦ
ﺍﻟﻤﻌْﺮﻓﺔَ ﻋﻨْﺪ ﻣﺎَﻟﻚِ ﻛُﻞّ ﺍﻟﻤﻌْﺮﻓﺔ
ﺇﺫﺍً : ﻻَﺗﻔْﺘﺮﺽ ﺃﻧّﻚ ﻣﺨْﻠﻮﻕٌ ﻗﺒْﻞ ﺷﺊ ﻻَﻧّﻚ ﻗﺪْ ﺧُﻠﻘﺖ
ﻭﺳﻌﻴْﺖَ ﻭﺇﻛﺘﺴﺒْﺖ ﻭﺗﻌﻠّﻤْﺖَ .
* ﻗﺼّﺔ : ( ﺍﻹﻧﺎَﺀُ ﻭﺍﻟْﻤﺎَﺀ ) -
ﻳُﺤْﻜﻰ ﺃﻥّ ﺇﻧﺎَﺀً ﻣﻦ ﺧَﺸﺐ ﺗﻌﺎَﻟﻰْ ﻋﻠﻰْ ﺣﺎَﻣﻠﻪ ﻭﺑﻘِﻲَ
ﻳﺮْﻓﺾ ﺍﻹﻣﺘﻼَﺀ ﺳﻨﻮﺍَﺕ ﻋﺪﻳﺪﺓ
ﻭﻛُﻞّ ﻣﺎَ ﻋﻄِﺶَ ﺍﻟﺮّﺟُﻞ ﻭﺿﻌُﻪ ﻓﻲْ ﺍﻟﻤﺎَﺀ ﺣﺘّﻰ ﻳﻤْﺘﻠﺊ
ﺇﻟﻰْ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺮْﻓﻌﻪُ ﻓﻴﺠﺪَﻩُ ﻓﺎَﺭﻏﺎً ﺟﺎَﻓﺎً
ﺇﺳْﺘﻐْﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﺮّﺟﻞ ﻭﻗﺎَﻡَ ﺑﺘﻐْﻠﻴﻒِ ﺍﻹﻧﺎَﺀ ﻝِ ﻳﺘﻤﻜّﻦ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﻟﺸّﺮﺏِ ﻭﻗﺎَﻡ ﻝِ ﻣﻠﺌﻪِ ﻣﺮﺓٍ ﺃُﺧْﺮﻯ
ﺷﺮِﺏَ ﺣﺘّﻰ ﺇﺭْﺗﻮﻯ ﻭﺗﺒﺴّﻢ ﻓﺮﺣﺎً , ﻭﺑﻌْﺪ ﺃﻳّﺎَﻡٍ ﻗﺎَﻡ
ﻟﻴﻀﻊ ﺍﻹﻧﺎَﺀ ﻓﻲْ ﺍﻟﻤﺎَﺀ ﻭﻟﻜﻨّﻪ ﻋﺎَﺩ
ﻝِ ﻭﺿﻌﻪِ ﺍﻷﻭّﻝ ﻓﻲْ ﺗﻔﺮﻳﻎِ ﺍﻟﻤﺎَﺀ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻹﺭﺗﻮﺍَﺀ ﻓﻘﺎَﻡ
ﺍﻟﺮّﺟﻞ ﻝِ ﺗﻐْﻠﻴﻔﻪِ ﻣﺮّﺓ ﺃﺧْﺮﻯ ﻭﺷﺮِﺏ
ﻭﻫﺎَ ﻫُﻮ ﻳﺸْﺮﺏُ ﺳﺎَﻋﺔً ﻭﻳُﻐﻠّﻒُ ﻳﻮْﻣﺎً ﻭﻳﻌﻄﺶُ ﺣﻴﻨﺎً
ﺗﻌﻠّﻢ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﻌﺎَﻳﺶ ﻣﻊَ ﺍﻟﺼّﺒﺮِ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺤﺚِ ﻭﺟﻠْﺪ ﺫﺍَﺕ
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