Dark Thoughts of a Broken Heart
I want to hurt you
The way your rejection-
Tears at my heart,
The way your perfection,
Makes me bleed-
Inside
The way your sweet innocence-
Rips me from limb to limb
Rips me apart.
You’re my demise.
The way I hurt just for staring at you
Longingly,
Until I have to look away
Dark storm raging-
Inside
And I can’t beat it,
I can’t,
Your existence won’t let me
And I can’t cure anything
I’m lost in a hopeless devotion
Lost in your sight.
You’re a distant image,
A painful memory,
Sweet, beautiful, perfect,
You’re everything I can never have,
Don’t deserve,
An angel,
You’re oblivious,
Of the pain you’re causing,
You’re innocent
Of the crimes you’ve committed
Against me,
You have no idea,
How deep goes the damage,
How I’ve fallen
Broken.
And it hurts,
So much,
I want to hurt you too,
In all these ways