Have I told you how good
?it feels to be me when I'm in you
I can only stay clean, when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever, would it ease the pain
?Could I breathe again
maybe I'm addicted
I'm out of control
but you're the drug that keeps me from dying.
I am wasted away
I made a million mistakes
?Am I too late
there's a storm in my head
it rains on my bed
when you are not here
I'm not afraid of dying
but I am afraid of losing you
maybe I'm addicted
I'm out of control
but you're the drug that keeps me from dying
maybe I'm a liar
but all I really know
.is you're the only reason I'm trying
you know I'm addicted
''but''
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying