It's already dawn but my eyes won't close
Waiting for the reason of this unsleepy eyes of mine
I keep thinking about the message that hurt me like the thorns of rose
It's really painful, I can't pretend that I'm happy and fine
Mr. Negative keeps knocking on the other side of my mind
Telling me lots of negative shit
The other side of me is asking so many Why's and signs
I hope this is not real I hope it's just a myth
I don't know what to feel
If I should feel the anger or sadness or don't feel anything at all
I don't know what to think
It's like guessing which way to go inside a maze
One thing I learned today
That even if you're so happy
A word can break you and hurts you like sting rays
A summer's day can turn into a cold freezing night in may
If this will end soon
I don't know what will happen
I wouldn't just think of 'Ifs' and be calm in my room
Listen to songs and write poems and wait until the end